The hurt began to fade and it was easier to just let go. At least I thought it was. But in every boy I met in the next few years, I found myself looking for you, and when the feelings got too strong I'd write you another letter. But I never sent them, in fear of what I might find. By then, you'd gone on with your life and I didn't want to think about you loving someone else. I wanted to remember us like we were that summer. I didn't want to ever forget that. - Nicholas Sparks, The Notebook
Eventually, you'll understand that there was a reason he walked away, there's a reason he didn't call and didn't fight for you when you would have done anything for him. eventually you'll see past his bullshit and you'll be able to see right through the guy you once thought couldn't possibly hurt you. one day you will see, that you never needed him after all.